tired, again

considering that yesterday i got rides to and from work, i was surprised to get ko-ed until well past noon today, well past the point where my bladder was screaming at me to get up. i got to sleep at my usual time but i only crawled out of bed at half past one. the main difference between yesterday's friday and the fridays before were that i went to icf.

i think i have changed, since i came here. changed for the worse, lol. i have a shorter temper, smaller patience and way less tolerance for people.

social gatherings are tiring me out twice or even thrice as much as before. actually, before, i did not feel mentally tired from social outings. however, social outings here exhaust me to no end. it is sad that i hold no real liking or friendship to the people here. actually, sad isn't really the right word. *shrugs*